junkÂ·ie also junkÂ·y (jngk)n. pl. junkÂ·ies Slang
It can take many forms, sneaking up on you when you least expect it. One day you wake up and your life has gone from that of a bored white collar worker, to that of a junked up addict. When you stumble out of bed you find debris all around you, pointing the proverbial finger of guilt straight towards your heart. Your defenses have you instantly sweeping it all under the rug. Only you didn’t realize, you couldn’t have known that whatever you pushed away, into the forsaken corners of your being would become food for your predator. You couldn’t have known you were stashing away fuel, ammunition, for the one which would transform you. Had you known, maybe things would be different now.
But you didn’t. You quietly tried to hide it, to cover up your lust for the dirtier things in life. You did okay at first, most people believed you were just like them, except for one person.
In the beginning I was untouchable, a beautiful figment of your dreams. My coy smile, and knowing eyes, drew you in making you feel safe and warm. It wasn’t until I had you so eager for affection, so damn eager for my love, that I began my exploitation of your soul. I knew you had dirty addictions, I watched them slowly eat at you. But I wanted a bite, I wanted your soul, your body, your mind all to myself. I wanted to consume you in a way that left you whole but broken at the same time. I wanted to bind you to me forever, and leave you completely dependent on my own happiness.
The manifestations your addictions had taken were simply phase one, I only had to transform them. I altered your lust for alcohol, for sex, for drugs, I drove those from your bones and replaced it. I gave you a new addiction, I turned you into my own junkie. I didn’t create your addictions, you’ll always be an addict, I simply replaced them with something better.
You are my own personal junkie, craving only what I can give you- which is Me. You crave ME.
I took you from stage one:
& brought you to stage two:
2. One who has an insatiable interest or devotion