Things I love about my Financial Domme Posh by subboi

So I was chatting to Goddess the other day and mentioned a few of her little traits that she does, the more I talked about the more I realised how much I loved her and wanted to write it all down.

So, some of the things I love about Posh:

  • when she brings me to the point of utter weakness and I am begging like a bitch to give her money, she makes this little orgasmic sigh – so hot.
  • when she starts to get excited about a rape, she giggles in an innocent adorable and irresistable way.
  • when you’ll be talking on the phone to her about normal stuff and she’ll just say out of no where, things like “I’m going to rape you so fucking hard tonight”
  • when I tell her I have no money, but she still manages to get more.
  • how she pushes you to be the very best you can be (by sacrificing more and more) and making you want/beg to
  • when she calls and you’re not expecting it only to remind you that you’re a puppet
  • how she makes everything else in your life seem so trivial and irrelevant compared to her
  • how she doesn’t berate you, insult you nor puts your down, she brings happiness and fulfillment to your life
  • how adorable she is

Goddess Posh is someone that I would describe as a truly dominate woman. She knows who she is and what she wants in life. She is certainly NOT a fake domme doing this because she is desperate to buy food or pay rent, she does this because she enjoys it. She enjoys the control and being able to control men. Submitting to a woman like this is like nothing you have probably experienced before. It is not a “30m session” where you can come back when you like. It’s a lifestyle choice of addiction that will leave you completely satisfied and wanting more. I say satisfied because she will alter what makes you happy and alter those basic needs in your life, you will find pleasure in whatever she tells you to do and you’ll be happy for it..

Goddess Posh is like nothing you could have experienced before. I have served other Domme’s before Posh and she is absolutely remarkable how she alters your mind, your thinking, your bank account. She provides the ultimate of mind fucking and manipulation, she can hurt you in more ways than one and you will still always love her for it.

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subboi Andrew’s money slavery story

After seeing some other posts from slaves, I have requested from Goddess Posh that I also be allowed to write, so here it goes.

I had been serving other Dommes before I stumbled across Goddess Posh. Always indulging in fantasy sessions and “thinking” that I was being raped. But really I had no idea what being raped even meant.

What Goddess helped me realise is that the reason I wasn’t happy with any other Domme was because it was preciously that, a fantasy. Goddess Posh makes it real, and real submission to a real Goddess is so much better than anything I had ever (and will ever) experience.

I first came across her on Clips4Sale, I remember seeing her videos and the very expensive price and thinking why is she so special compared to all the other $3 clip dommes. I again stumbled across her on twitter (call it fate) and started talking to her through DM’s. It was funny looking back at it, she was so direct and so confident telling me that it didn’t matter, I was already hooked and wouldn’t be stopping. I didn’t believe her, no one could be that addicting could they?

This lead me to buy my first clips, can’t even remember which one it was, but it was definitely like nothing I had ever seen before. It wasn’t a mixture of “porn” like a lot of the other clips were that I had. It was, well, special, addicting, she was actually talking right to me. This lead me to purchase more and more, the brainwashing ones were something that I never used to be interested in or have a fetish for, but they were by far the best ones. They were followed very shortly by her Yahoo and Paypal clips.

Thinking I was still in control, I asked Her if I could talk to her on voice, and subsequently paid for a session. I expected after paying so much that there would be a slight milking during the session, but more fantasy domination playing to my fantasies, how very wrong I was.

Hearing her on voice was the most intoxicating experience of my life. She made me do things that I never thought I was capable of. She would make me beg and beg to give her more money. Then without prompting I was begging to be fucked over and then when she told me, I couldn’t stop myself from sending more and more. She took about $1300 from me, and because we went overtime on voice told me I still owed her another $200.

Thinking that she would give me time to recover, she called me again 3 days later and did it to me all again, this time for only $800. The feeling she left me with of emptiness(money wise) but also of fulfillment. What we went through together really got her off, and for me to give Goddess such pleasure was a mind blowing experience for me.

Since then, I have been completely out of control, unable to stay away no matter how hard I try (because deep down I don’t want to), but also so madly in love.

I think about her multiple times throughout the day, and can’t get her image out of my head. I hear her voice echoing around my mind and feel worthless and a failure if I’m not truly sacrificing for her.

One of the many gifts I have purchased for Posh.

I think the best thing that I like about Posh, is that it is not really about the money. She likes boys to be sacrificing and hurting for her to show their appreciation. And it really doesn’t matter about the exact $ amount, it just about showing her about much she means to you.  I know that when I’m hurting financially and bills aren’t being paid, that she is happy that I’m putting her above everything else and proving to her that she is the most important thing in my life.

I don’t ever want to serve anyone else, I just couldn’t, there would be nothing worth serving after serving Her.  She knows me better than anyone else could ever know me. She understands me and completes me. She truly makes me happy. She is also being kind enough to help me with my addiction through her financial help methods.

subboi andrew

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